avascular necrosis, cancer, disability, general health, mental health

On a bus to destiny.

Posted by onecrazycook on

I’m sat on the bus to the hospital to get my results. Will the granuloma be cancerous?

What’s occupying my mind right now is not the diagnosis but what happens after.

Do I;

  • Cry
  • Get on with the next steps
  • Go on a three day bender?
  • Get angry
  • Find God?
  • Enact my revenge?

Will it change me go the better? Will I gain strength from it? Will get to see all of the new season of Doctor Who? Will it break me. Will anyone care?

Everything is questions. No answers. I hope the Dr has some for me.

Published by onecrazycook

I'm a novice blogger in my forties. I've been on a horrible journey in the last few years. Struggling with my mental health, money worries, physical disability and the death of a very close friend. I'm blogging my way back to physical and mental health.

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  1. Pingback: Its not that cancer, it might be this one though… – One 'Crazy' Cook

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